This blog is mostly for whatever I'm feeling at the moment—it is for the sad person, the mess of a human being inside of me that no one sees. It's for all the things I can't post on my main blog. I'm not a thinspo blog, but I do continue to struggle with an eating disorder. My best friend, who is a phenomenal triathlete, has helped me so much, but I've realized only I can cure me. He has helped me realize that I can be lean and beautiful but be strong at the same time, which has kept me from sinking fully back into anorexia. I do admit, there are still days that I refuse to eat. Gaining some weight back was tough especially since it came back so fast due to how I had lost it, but I realize that my body is built to be muscular which weighs more than fat. Self-harm and suicidal thoughts are stil things I struggle with. Some posts may be triggering. This blog is for me, but if I can help anyone I will be more than happy to.
Much love <3
-H
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If you follow both of my blogs, do not tell anyone about chaseyourgoal, please. Only three people in my life know about it—my two closest friends (of whom only one has the URL) and lindsnycole who keeps hers a secret as well.